Okay, a lot to say and so little mentality to say it. Mae is a good friend of mine, and he has a big problem right now that I don’t think I can help him with without anyone elses help. If you are reading this, 

PLEASE, PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF LIFE REBLOG THIS POST!

Mae has been through so much shit in his life, and most of it has been alone. A close friend of his is going into surgery in 2 days. That is Wednesday the 16th!. She has a 20% survival chance, and if she doesn’t make it, to make it all worse, Mae plans to commit suicide. I hate having to do this, to come out with something this personal to him to so many others, but he has been so depressed and the way things are going for him, I think he might end it all if this happens the wrong way. I hope the best for his friend, she is a really good kid, but there is nothing I can do about her surgery sadly. I can’t change the odds, I can’t make it better for her. All I can do is tell everyone what is happening. 

When I first met him, Mae felt truly alone. He talked none stop of how he was so happy to finally have someone who talked honestly with him, and I would have never guessed his depression from it all. I noticed it later, when he spoke of his life. He doubted his work, his art, and believed his family when they called him demeaning names. 

But then he met someone, and as he spoke of her, I swear I could feel the hope in his soul. Then it was squandered when he heard of the surgery that was to take place in a few short months. He told me time and again that he would commit suicide if she died. He doesn’t think life is worth it, he thinks his purpose is to die!

By the gods, there has been nothing I could do to help him, and I’ll be damned if I just watch someone I love die! Please, just reblog; Get this to someone who can find out where he is, all I know is that he lives somewhere in France. Someone, please, find him, and get him help before there is no time left! He needs our help, and this is the only way I can think to get it for him. Just. Contact someone who can make sure he can get through this

I know he’ll hate me, and I know if this works, he’ll never forgive me. But I’d rather be hated by him for the rest of eternity than have to watch someone with so much heart and potential just throw themselves away!

Mae’s blogs-

-http://afomodblog.tumblr.com/

-http://askforgottenoctavia.tumblr.com/

Don’t message him about this! Don’t go telling him your piece of mind on this whole thing. Just. Give him reassurance. And to anyone with skills to find him, to get in contact with someone who can help, PLEASE, his very life could hang in the balance and you will have my eternal gratitude. 

EDIT 1: Mae’s real name is Antoine 

EDIT 2: Okay, with this it is possible to get him some help. thank you, so much. I just hope he’ll be alright, and that askmissfluttershy makes it through her surgery okay. Thank you everyone!